I spoke to my counselling group again today about my transgender situation and was again touched and encouraged by their support. I feel that I am called to be a pioneer in helping to gain acceptance for a more tolerant attitude towards freedom of gender expression, in my own small way. I am looking forward to fulfilling my part in this significant venture which many other brave people have already made significant steps in their social mileux.
Last week I shared my TG story with my female counselling group. I was scared beforehand but was overwhelmed by the positive reposne I had, so warm, accepting and loving. It was a very special moment and has allowed me to accept myself even more. It feels like a new beginning – although I’m sue there will be some rough seas ahead – but that moment will stay with me forever.
I’ve just published the rest of my book, Part 3 (chapters 23 – 30). I have been very reticent to publish it as I am not sure if it is pretentious claptrap or something worthwhile. I decided to let you decide. If you don’t like it you’ll go onto something else, no harm done, if you do like it – great.
All I can say is that I wrote it from the heart – just sat down and typed what came into my head. A bit stream of consciousness you might say.
PS I have edited the dates of the chapters back into the past so that when you click on the link to my book the chapters appear in the correct order.
This is a series of stills I took from my laptop. I put a simple piece of music to it that I like to dance to, very lyrical. When I watched the finished version it made me cry because it seemed to express who I really am inside so well.