Just sitting here in my hotel room – all dressed up – catching up on things. Just wanted to say how grateful I am to all of you who have written words of encouragement.
I feel I am progressing quite rapidly through a wonderful phase of self-acceptance. I have recently had a lovely open discussion with my wife – who is very accepting, but we disagree on some aspects – but are able to find compromises. For me it just feels so wonderfully liberating to finally accept my fem side as 100% valid.
I ate in a UK restaurant for the first time last week -and in the hotel where I was staying. In the past I may have been paranoid about being ‘called out’ but this time I really wasn’t bothered. I was prepared for the discussion about me being transgendered, etc. and having a perfect right to dress as I please. This is so liberating and empowering.
I am also having weird dreams with anima representations – and am consciously accepting more (in mydreams) and going further than I have done before. It feels like an exciting adventure.
I also realised that my higher self is feminine and I think this is what is being represented in my dressing. In esoteric science gender alternates as you go up the planes….